DREADLOCKS!

2/26
My first night! I've already used half the dread gel! I went with advice from people, and didn't get the wax, like the websites suggested.

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People, and The Peace of Mind Center saved me!

I was still in very much of a bad mood from what happened earlier with my event planning position. I went to class, because I knew if I had stayed home like I wanted to, I would have just moped about it all day and felt worse.

I went to class, hung out with some friends, and got a lot of math done. I also paid to take my test! I don’t go about things like something was wrong, so my pals unwittingly cheered me up. A student I dislike got kicked out. This isn’t the first this person has been kicked, and we wonder why they let them back in. They clearly don’t want their GED so they should stop being allowing to waste time and space at school. A much more determined, cooperative person could have their sit. That cheered my up some, too, tho.

After class I went to the cafe (oh, I don’t work there, btw), and hung out with someone I hadn’t seen in maybe 2 or 3 years! I was very happy to see them! They’re very helpful, and a good listener… and did I vomit my problem on them. I walked out with them as they were about to leave, and I told them I do palm and tarot reading now. I told them I only do it online, because I don’t have a deck. They told me about THE PEACE OF MIND CENTER, and took me over there!

The clerk in the store was polite and well knowledge on what I asked about, and made very helpful suggestions. It’s a small place -a store set up in a house- and OHFUZZ!!! They have TAROT CARDS! And, not just one or 2 options. They had 6 decks, and the clerk said they’ll have more decks in next month! They’re much more meta than Earthbound! This is a love-at-first-sight thing I’m having! Of course I put in to work there! I hope I get some sort of employment so I can shop there! Check ‘em for yourself!

To round up my day, I want for a short walk while I waited for my bus. I ran into my usually folks and got the “Where have you been? We noticed you were gone.” I have people that like me, and they notice when I’m away. I like that, but it’s not good to hang around the same people all the time. I have been out with other people.

So much went right today! I’m so glad people like me, too!

Event Coordinators need money

Much to my dismay I will be unable to plan my church’s young adult group’s events. One less thing I have to worry about, but I was excited to be able to have a part in something - and an important part, at that. I would need money to get around, and I don’t have any. When I took the position it was in the vague hopes that my situation would have changed by now. I didn’t get “fired”, but I ruefully had to give the position to someone else. I did it of my own accord, because it is what’s better for the group. The person I handed it to has income and can get around better than I can. I hate that I had to give up the position for this reason. This is the way things were meant to be, however, so there’s nothing I can do about it.

The person I handed it to I was previously at odds with. I’m ready to not have any farther contact with said person for a long time after this. The communication was “If you can do better than me, by all means DO SO,” and I handed the responsible to them. I will not be attending the meets as I don’t want to be around this person, for the time being. There are other factors that have generated this outcome. It’s not just about the online group. I’ve stopped talking to this person before, so it’s no surprise this has to repeat itself.

This all took place on the dreaded faceblahk, but I’ve deactivated my account. With being active on that group I was spending more time on that site than I ever care to, so now I’m going to be off it for a while. I also don’t want to have to go on the site and look at anything else about this. I feel depressed and ashamed about this situation. It’s not just about the group, it’s about money. I don’t have any so I can’t do anything. I don’t want someone to always have to give me something. I want to be able to do things on my own.

Fuck you, Shreveport. And, fuck Louisiana.