Worked the Election Poll: Here's what I have to say.

From the overall exp I won't be the election poll again anytime soon.

It was long and boring. Hardly no one came in, and most of the time we were sitting there getting hurt just from sitting there in those horribly hard metal chairs. I was hungry, sore, sleepy, irritated, and constipated most of the day.

I'm not going to diss the ladies I was with too much, because they were nice, and they gave me snack money. It's just you can't sit in a room with Christians and tell them that you're not a Christian, and that you believe in tarot cards and gay rights without a reaction. I also put in the idea that I'm not straight some where in there, as I usually have a good skill to do. I can't go into full detail on my argument on gay issues, but my usual ace is "This is the land of the free and the home of the brave. Marriage is a legal issue. If you pay taxes you should have the same rights as other tax payers," and that has yet to fail me on ending an argument. People that don't believe in God or YOUR God get married just like you do. People that don't in God or don't believe in YOUR God still continue to live on this Earth and the Earth continues to spin. I can believe what I want, and continue to live, just like everyone else, so what's so important about this "God" stuff?

I'll admit I'm traumatize from Christianity, and I don't see myself returning to the one of the things that's hurt me the most in my life, and continues to hurt me now (if i can't help it). I've yet to get the "You're going to Hell," in my adult life, but I'm sure it's coming. It almost came today. I told them I don't want to go to Heaven because the fun people aren't there, and they were like "Have you been to Heaven?!". I was like "Have you?" "No, but we're asking you. Have you been?" "No, but I had a dream about it. It's was boring, so I don't wanna go." That ended that part.

Then later we talked about racial issues. I have a better understanding of why older black people don't like white people from some of what I heard today. A lot of, not only here, but most (if not all) of the USA is based on white people stealing other people's stuff. I've known that for most of my life, now. It upsets me, like it would any other none-white person, but I just don't have that withholding anger in my soul about it. I won't until something personal happens to me, or someone close to me. Even then, I still won't think all white people are bad. In my teen years the few friends I had were mostly white; I only had 1 black friend, in fact. I also know I was a lot of white peoples only of just 2nd, or 3rd black friend, too. There's much unfairness, but when it comes to race and sex I choose to handle those issues as they come to me.

The social opposition I came to today isn't what turned me off to poll working. It's just it's boring as shit. I have NEVER been hungry, sore, sleepy, irritated, and constipated all at the same time! And I was like that for HOURS today! This is going on my resume, and I'm done.

Last skim update of AUG 10!

Sister's back from Haiti. We're pissed at her cuz she didn't call us, so the pics better be awesome.




I'm a cashier/ drink maker/ sandwhich maker/ server/ dish washer at a localy owned cafe. I'm working for tips, and really like it there. I didn't think I'd be good with customers, but it was just me always having worse case senario in mind. I think I was made for the public! I can be polite without having to fake it, and feel l'm sucking up. I have 2 possible jobops in the wings. I'm look into them soon.



2 awesome place have left this sucky blackhole of a city. They've helpped me alot more than others in my young adult life, so far. I owe alot in paying it forward. All the awesome people leave here, so to truely be awesome I will do the same.



I buy milk with vit D! VIT D IS GOOD FOR YOU! DRINK IT!



I looked at the Kroger store sushi. 2 words: MOUTH WATERED! and DO WANT! We have alot of places that have sushi here, to my surprise. at least 6 or 7 resturant, and Kroger sale it in packs. In some places I know Wal Mart sales sushi... but I wouldn't suggest eatting it.



I'm turning my strom artist site into a showcase site. That just means no person stuff will be there, along the lines of journals or being social. That is what i will link people i meet offline/ irl to. My drama will be UNSEEN! Originally, that was going to be what paperdemon was for, but that 5 submission limit kills me, as you know. When I upload it's in bulk, so that's really lame.



I'm starting to think of what I want to do for my bday. It's on Sat this year, the day after mother get's paid, so there's little reason why i can't do something decent.



Movies NEW (to me) (in no order):



Slumdog Mill.



The Last Air Bender



Alice in Wonderland



The Other Guys



Princess Mononke



Observe and Report



Epic Movie





Newly finished anime series:



Final Fantasy UNLIMITED



Games to get (open for suggestion):



FF7: DoC (Vincent's game)



Team fortress 2 (when net's back on)



Persona 2 (highly suggested)



.Hack part 4 (To finish the saga)



.Hack G.U. (BIG MAYBE ON THIS)



Red Ninja



Some in Soul Cal



Game Boy Advanced games are hella cheap, if found so I'll randomly pick those. Pokemon is a must, before hand.



Concidering PSP (the new slide out in CLASSIC black) , PS3, XboX, and Wii (mother wants more then I)



Thinking about switching from Str8 Talk to Boost when this phone's warrenty is up spring of next year.





That's it. If you even clicked on this w/o reading the whole thing you're awesome.


Wednesday, August 25, 2010

My day - JUNE 1ST

I wear a wife-beater to work and people stared. That's why i hate wearing form fitting stuff.

I was questioned on my absence Friday ,and i dodged some bullets. I think the supervisors like poking fun at me ,now.

I was told I don't act like I live here. I get that often enough to make me wonder how I'm different from everyone else.

I called my friend and found out he went to a-kon and didn't tell me anything. I'm starting to question over friendship more. I told the OFFENDER I'll get revenge by cosplaying SUPER SEXY-NAKED and take all sorts of temping photos that will be sent to him.

Got picked on for being weak ,as usual.

Overall ,good but tiring and HOT day. Jeez. 90 degress.

Anti-gay REPORTED! *job*

I reported the guy for what he said. I tried to let it go and for a moment i thought i could've ,but when i went to work and saw him i got a headache sick to my stomach. Thankfully a supervisor asked me how things were going ,and I went ahead and told him I wasn't feeling good and why. I couldn't TELL him because the anti-gay was nearby so I wrote it for him. My side was instantly taken which was the exact opposite of what I thought would happen. I tried to swallow the whole thing down because I thought I would get looked down on, but another person said I did the right thing by reporting the offender. They offered to make him apologize ,but I said he can keep it because I know it wouldn't be meaningful. I may be slow at times ,but I'm not that stupid. Not saying the person thought that. It's just that's how THEY have things handled when they know agree it's wrong. They did tell the offender what was going on ,and he was quite silent for the day. I think the super talked to him ,but things really start happening Tuesday what he did was very serious. All the factors that go into it.

What if the person he told i was gay hated gay people and attacked me?
What if they got paranoid that i would try to do something to them and quit?
What if i have gotten so embarrassed i killed myself?
What if i got so paranoid something would happen to me i quit?

Not only that ,but i would tell people what happened ,and why i left. Things like that spread. I'm not gonna say no one would work for them ,because far from the truth. What i don't think is far from the trust is the place would get filled with other hateful people and it would become a horrid place to work. They would think of it as a haven for hate, and that's what it would become.

What if i got replaces with someone sexist against men? He would easily get reported for something very inappropriate ,and not only fired but probably thrown in jail.

I'm gonna bring all that up in the meeting I'm most likely gonna have to be in about this. I'll update if anything happens ,of course.

I'm working NOA! : LOLZ inside!

I got a short orry on the job ,and what not and he's a pretty cooly guy. The only thing was "There are cameras! Big brother's watching so BEHAVE!" thing. I'm not surprised there are cameras ,because certain computer parts are worth a good lil bit of money (but not much) but they way he and others talked about it was like "o.O", especially about cell phones. We're not suppose to have them in the building ,but we do anyway.so they have to be off , or silent. The guy that orr'ied me didn't say anything about that. I guy came over to me like "Big brother doesn't like cell phones. You've been warned." ,and later on break the girl that was training me was like "OH NOEZ! Don't look at my phone!" when we where going back in ,and when i took it out after we were done working the girl was like "Don't let Big Brother see it!" All day was "Wtf's going on around here with the cell phones?" but i lol'd, too.

The stuff is hard at first ,but when you know the parts ,and how to take them off it's easy. It's harder from me because I don't have alot of arm strength. Others can just ripped the stuff off ,and I have to wack on it with a hammer and crow bar. It's the computers that give me that kind of hell. The cable boxes aren't at bad to take apart ,but i was told sometimes they have roaches in them... dead and alive. I can do dead roaches ,but live ones - they can get a show when that happens ,cuz there's a good chance I'm gonna freak all the way out. It's not the roaches, it's the surprise of them.

I got some characters to work with ,but that doesn't upset me at all. They talk ,laugh ,and play around but work still gets done ,and that's what matters. I like the friendly work environment ,and it's not taking me long to warm up to everyone. They agree I'm doing a good job ,and I'm fast (the same thing they said at Pratt). I like the praise ,and all so the next line might sound alil ungrateful: I don't do a good job for the praise; I do it because that's what i think needs to be done. I do a good job ,because I hate it when people go on jobs and do poorly. Especially in the service industry. If you don't want to work the job DON'T APPLY FOR IT! PLAIN AND SIMPLE!

I like this job ,but I'm gonna try to move on when I get my GED. I want to go into inventory ,janitor/ maid,and maybe some other stuff later on. I'm thinking about trade school or something like that ,but I donno what I wanna do. Alot of recent family has been givers to the community. My mom's a social worker. Alot of my people are in the military ,now including my sister. My God mom was a traveling nanny, and my god sister and grandmother (mom's side) were teachers. I come from alot of giving people and I like to give too ,but is that a career i wanna take up? I don't want to join the armed forces at all! I don't want to be a teacher for various reasons other then the job ,itself. I've thought on and off thought the years about being a social worker ,and I think i wanna work with teens ,especially gay and bi teens. It's a raising issue that has turned out to need more help, more so with the mental/ physically chall'd ones. It's just I FUCKIN HATE PAPER WORK! I'll think of something ,tho. In the meantime I'm content until I get my GED.

I'm going back to work ,folks

I has another job! Well, i don't have it yet ,but I'll be working this week. I just hope I can last more then a day this time. It's gonna be through a different temp service. I'm going there tomorrow morning to fill out an app ,then i get the job over the "Hook up" from someone my mom works with.

I'm gonna stay with the temp service on this ,because i know it's another dusty dirty job. I'm gonna get my GED soon ,and when i do i'm gonna tell them to find something else for me. This job is gonna be sorting through computer parts ,instead of trash like last time. It's still gonna be a dusty and dirty job ,and I just can't do that for the rest of my life!

I would be counting/ sorting pills right now if it weren't for GREAT STUPIDITY! The pill people want a Driver's ID ,and I'm not a driver. WTF?! What's wrong with a normal State ID?! On the other hand ,if they're that illogical and bullshity i don't WANT to work for them.

If my first day(s) is interesting... I'll make a comic about it.

I just have the idea i'm not gonna like it becuz it's dusty and dirty work ,but it might actually be better. I'm glad it's not trash.

One check will get me some new headphones ,so if i don't last more then that i'll have met a different goal.