Something I thought about sending my grandmother

Hello Grandmother,




(misspelling, grammar errors, etc)



It's been a while since my last letter, but this one may not be as good.



[1]'s been in New Orleans helping with the oil spill for weeks, and she won't be back until August. [2]'s new baby is fine, but I forgetting her name. It sounds something like mine, tho. Mom's going to take a GRE test, and go back to school to get her Master's in Social Work. I'm going to college soon, as well, but I don't know what for yet.





I think it's about time you knew what was going on, at least from my side of the story. I don't know what Foster's told you by now, but I'm going to tell you how I feel about it. Basically, I can never see or speak to him agian. I don't how he acts about some things towards you, but he's a bible-thumping, hypocrit of a pig, as far as I'm concidered. I also I have reason to believe he's somehow abusing his wife, at least in a verbal manner. He's a good amount of everything I hate about humanity. I 'm going to tell you that I'm bi/pansexual. I don't know how you react, but I'm sure it's better than his threating to hit me when I told him. I don't think that's a loving father should act towards their child(ren). Even if they didn't approve it, they should find some sort of acceptence for the love of their child. Then, he had the nerve to throw the bible my face (figueritivily) about it later on in the 2 months I stayed with him. He yells and gets threating at anything doesn't like, and throws a tandrum like a child. He'll lie and mis-quote the bible to get his way, too.



If it's one thing I've learned in 21 years, it's I have yet to see any God/dess' damn anyone. People are the one's that damn you. I've already been "damned" by the Christian God, so I don't concider myself a chirstian anymore. No point in following what I am damned by, with people damning me left and right. I'd rather not be unwelcomed, and treated like I'm a bad person when I haven't done anything to be treated that way. The only thing I'm going under now is Agnostic. I'll always believe in a power greater than myself and humanity that creativied us. I'm just not open with anything that isn't open to me. I live with alot of options, but alot of what i'm looking at in Pagan/ Wiccan, and Buddist stuff. I am visiting a church, and thinking of becoming a member. It's All Souls Unitarian Universalist church. Something some people never thought possible: ME, A MEMBER OF A CHURCH! I CHURCH I GENIUNLY LIKE TO GO TO!





Mother and I have had our share of feeling outs, but no matter what we forgive each other. More because we have to, than to just want to some of those times. I would die hungry on the streets before I ever accepted anymore "help" from [name of his]. I just don't want it to be a secert, or something over looked, anymore. I need you(, and maybe his siblings,) to understand that I hate him, as much as he hates me. But, I can look on the bright side of that. I believe I hate him for who he is. I don't hate/ dislike him on any hear-say. If you're going to be a low-life, hypocritically, abusive bastard, then be that. I feel this way based on what I've seen and heard for myself. Believe me, he hates me for who I am. [my name], and everything that comes with the title. I do hope that one I will be able to let go of my strong feeling of hate for him, but I also think hate is as needed as love - as one can't exsist without the other. If i do let go of the angry I will never approve or accept him as long as he's the way he is as I knew him. I doubt he'll ever change useless some really bad to him, like any other over-prideful man.



I want you to know that how I feel about his isn't reflected on you, it's just you house leans towards his territory. As long as you say, we can both visit at any time. Seeing as how I never want to see him I don't want to have open chance of either of us, his wife, or his other kids showing up at the same time.



Love ya!

~

I talked about it to my mother, and she said it wouldn't be a good idea to send it. I agrre now that i've thought about it. As long as no one on that side knows how i feel i can't talk to them, however. I guess I'll just have to live with it.

Unitarian Universalism: You're a Uni-What?

A few more bones to pick with the Samsung R451C

I'm a big texter, so I don't see how I left some of these out. Some are repeats from the last post I did.








No easy scroll for the inbox. I'm not talking about auto-scroll. I'm talking about being able to hit to right or left arrow and see different messges in your inbox. It does it for the outbot, however.



When you get done with something it clears the screen instead of going back to the menu.



You can have 999 speed dials, but only 10 favorite sites for your phone to go direct to the site.



LACK OF HOTKEYS AND SHORTCUTS. I take it the vioce the voice command ft is suppose to make up for that, but it doesn't!



No mulity select on anything. You either have to delete one at a time or all of it.



Can't zoom in on pictures.



Can't full screen on pictures. Has white sides.



Recent Message options, and Recent Call options - There is no "Recent Message" option in texting (like the recently texted).



If you hold down a key on pic/ sound messaging it willput in the symbol character that shares said key. Why doesn't that work on reg text, and online?



It comes with 14 preset messages, and you can only add 5 or 6 more.



Character limit 160, and doesn't add more pages.



It doesn't show the name OR number of who (or what, if you're hooked to stuff on your cell) is texting you, until after you open it.



It doesn't show some of the message before you open it.