People, and The Peace of Mind Center saved me!

I was still in very much of a bad mood from what happened earlier with my event planning position. I went to class, because I knew if I had stayed home like I wanted to, I would have just moped about it all day and felt worse.

I went to class, hung out with some friends, and got a lot of math done. I also paid to take my test! I don’t go about things like something was wrong, so my pals unwittingly cheered me up. A student I dislike got kicked out. This isn’t the first this person has been kicked, and we wonder why they let them back in. They clearly don’t want their GED so they should stop being allowing to waste time and space at school. A much more determined, cooperative person could have their sit. That cheered my up some, too, tho.

After class I went to the cafe (oh, I don’t work there, btw), and hung out with someone I hadn’t seen in maybe 2 or 3 years! I was very happy to see them! They’re very helpful, and a good listener… and did I vomit my problem on them. I walked out with them as they were about to leave, and I told them I do palm and tarot reading now. I told them I only do it online, because I don’t have a deck. They told me about THE PEACE OF MIND CENTER, and took me over there!

The clerk in the store was polite and well knowledge on what I asked about, and made very helpful suggestions. It’s a small place -a store set up in a house- and OHFUZZ!!! They have TAROT CARDS! And, not just one or 2 options. They had 6 decks, and the clerk said they’ll have more decks in next month! They’re much more meta than Earthbound! This is a love-at-first-sight thing I’m having! Of course I put in to work there! I hope I get some sort of employment so I can shop there! Check ‘em for yourself!

To round up my day, I want for a short walk while I waited for my bus. I ran into my usually folks and got the “Where have you been? We noticed you were gone.” I have people that like me, and they notice when I’m away. I like that, but it’s not good to hang around the same people all the time. I have been out with other people.

So much went right today! I’m so glad people like me, too!

Event Coordinators need money

Much to my dismay I will be unable to plan my church’s young adult group’s events. One less thing I have to worry about, but I was excited to be able to have a part in something - and an important part, at that. I would need money to get around, and I don’t have any. When I took the position it was in the vague hopes that my situation would have changed by now. I didn’t get “fired”, but I ruefully had to give the position to someone else. I did it of my own accord, because it is what’s better for the group. The person I handed it to has income and can get around better than I can. I hate that I had to give up the position for this reason. This is the way things were meant to be, however, so there’s nothing I can do about it.

The person I handed it to I was previously at odds with. I’m ready to not have any farther contact with said person for a long time after this. The communication was “If you can do better than me, by all means DO SO,” and I handed the responsible to them. I will not be attending the meets as I don’t want to be around this person, for the time being. There are other factors that have generated this outcome. It’s not just about the online group. I’ve stopped talking to this person before, so it’s no surprise this has to repeat itself.

This all took place on the dreaded faceblahk, but I’ve deactivated my account. With being active on that group I was spending more time on that site than I ever care to, so now I’m going to be off it for a while. I also don’t want to have to go on the site and look at anything else about this. I feel depressed and ashamed about this situation. It’s not just about the group, it’s about money. I don’t have any so I can’t do anything. I don’t want someone to always have to give me something. I want to be able to do things on my own.

Fuck you, Shreveport. And, fuck Louisiana.

Find Your Courage UUA QaA

PERIOD HATIN'

I read my palm in accordance to Aura Answers

http://www.aura-answers.com/palm.html

Heart line:
Broken: Trouble in relationships
Long: Co-dependent
Deep: Anxiety
Curved: You are a deep thinker

Head line:
Short: You are emotionally intelligent and intuitive
Deep: You have a strong memory for faces, names, details and numbers

Life line:
Forked: You will encounter a change or a diversion on your path
Chained: You have a number of purposes in this life

Fate line:
Long: Your fate has been destined from the day you were born until the day you die.
Faint: You are largely self-made
Forked: Your fate is karmically tied to the fate of someone else. (?)

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I'm not giving this one much credit. I feel like it told my fate line better, but I disagree with the other lines. The line meanings are in contrast to the more accurate read on the other site. It was only a few seconds to do this, and it's very basic. It's no good if it's not accurate, however.

I read my palm in accordance to WikiHow - Palm Reading

http://www.wikihow.com/Read-Palms

(1) The heart line.
Long and curvy - freely expresses emotions and feelings
Broken line - emotional trauma

(2) The head line.
Short line - prefers physical achievements over mental ones
Curved, sloping line - creativity
Multiple crosses through head line - momentous decisions

(3) The life line.
Curvy - plenty of energy (?)
Long, deep - vitality. (?)
Swoops around in a semicircle - strength and enthusiasm. (?)
Straight and close to the edge of the palm - cautious when it comes to relationships (?)
Circle in line indicates - hospitalized or injured
Break - sudden change in lifestyle

(4) The fate line (Not everybody has this.)
My fate line met none of the standards.

Determine the hand shape.

I'm torn between between these options. I have long skinny fingers. I think my palm is more square/ rectangular, than oval. I don't know about how high or low my thumbs are. My fingers are about the same size as my palm. A little bigger or smaller, maybe.

Air - square or rectangular palms with long fingers and sometimes protruding knuckles, low-set thumbs, and dry skin; length of the palm less than length of fingers

Sociable, talkative and witty
Can be shallow, spiteful and cold
Comfortable with the mental and the intangible
Does things in different and radical ways


Water - long, sometimes oval-shaped palm, with long, flexible, conical fingers; length of the palm equals length of fingers but is less than width across the widest part of the palm

Creative, perceptive and sympathetic
Can be moody, emotional and inhibited
Introverts
Do things quietly and intuitively.


Fire - square or rectangular palm, flushed or pink skin, and shorter fingers; length of the palm is greater than length of fingers

Spontaneous, enthusiastic and optimistic
Sometimes egoistic, impulsive and insensitive
Extroverts
Do things boldly and instinctively

GETTING ADVANCED! http://www.wikihow.com/Read-Palms-%28Advanced%29

My fingers:
Spade-shaped fingers have square-based nails which broaden at the tip and represent inventiveness.

and

Cone-shaped fingers have oval nails and represents an imaginative quality.

Examine the finger spacing.

An art-related life is shown when the ring finger sticks close to the middle finger. Your fate will also aid in your success.

Examine the finger build.

Long and slim fingers signify more of an emotional and aggressive type of person, so this person may be very sensitive to insults or very literal to sarcastic remarks.

If your index finger is longer than the normal length, you tend to be a leader and tell others what to do. But if it is shorter, then you tend to sit back and let others control you.

Read the Health Line.

Missing - it is likely that you'll have little to no health problems.

or (I can't tell if it's not there, or very light)

Broken - poor health will cause problems in business situations.

Read the Fame Line.

Missing - one's future fame must be looked for in other areas of the palm; may still be successful but prefer to do without public acclaim.

Read the Marriage Lines.

Several light lines - romances.

Strong and clear lines - marriage.

Read the Minor Lines.

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Finger tips!

Whorl - focused, independent, secretive

Read the meaning of the print type on individual digits.

Index finger - how a person thinks about himself.
Whorl - very independent with a high preference to work alone

Middle finger - how a person thinks about work and values
Whorl - original values who disregards conventional thinking

Ring finger - how a person expresses himself
Whorl - high interest in fashion, music and art

Pinkie finger - how a person feels about communication
Whorl - love of specialized knowledge (i.e. ancient languages)

Thumb - how a person approaches doing things
Whorl - need to work by themselves, in their own way

Identify any print patterns on the palm.
Loop of leisure connects the pinkie and ring finger. Priority is placed on pleasure so be sure to enjoy your work and have satisfying hobbies.

Mounts of the Palm: http://www.wikihow.com/Read-the-Mounts-of-the-Palm

Jupiter: related to leadership, organisation and authority
high and firm - natural leader, intelligent, ambitious

Saturn: related to extra-ordinary tendencies
low - faith in fate

Apollo: related to outlook on success, happiness and beauty
missing - leads a very ordinary life

Mercury: related to ability to think
high - clever, crafty, competitive

Inner/Lower Mars (Mars Positive): related to physical courage
high - aggressive, argumentative

Plain of Mars:
I can't tell.
firm - makes use of the qualities of the Heart, Head and Destiny Lines
or
spongy - easily influenced by others

Outer/Upper Mars (Mars Negative): related to self-control and perseverance
high - strong-willed

Venus: related to love, affection, and passion
high - affectionate, sympathetic

Neptune: related to artistic ability
high - artistic, charismatic

Luna: related to imagination, creativity and emotion
low - imaginative, emotional

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It took hours to get all this, and it was worth it!

I will admit, my feeling are a little hurt. Only because I didn't get everything I WANTED, but I'd say this is strongly accurate to. Only a few things are off, and some lines I don't have, or are too weak to tell. It's amazing how much hands can say about a person! I'm more than "impressed"!

Happy New Year, 2013! Reiki and Palm Reading now?!

So, it turns out I had the basic palm reading stuff I was looking for since I started looking for it. It pays to go through the saved bookmarks, doesn't it? It's much more of whole hand reading, than just palms - as I'm willing to learn all of it! I'm also going to become serious about taking up Reiki this year, but maybe more later, than sooner in the future. I'm also going to look into what rune reading is! I'm going to get back into refreshing my sign language, as I went so far as to put I know it on my resume! It's not that I don't know it, as much as I don't have anyone to sign to on the reg to keep it on my mind. Also, Spanish and Japanese. I'm going to get back into trying to do something with those.

I still haven't started my dreads, due to money issues. I'll have a big long fro if I don't do something it very soon! My hair is well enough past acceptable length to start them. I don't want my hair to random lock together, because I want my dreads an organized certain size. I'm still belly dancing, just not everyday. I think something seasonal is going on with me, right now. Also, I still feel like I'll be more into it when I get some belly dancing stuff. I'm going to look into Wiccan/ Pagan, UU, Buddhist items, as well.

I don't start off my New Year('s Day) with partying, and drinking (like I wanted), so I watched some anime! Neon Genesis Evangelion  to be exact. If I can't party and drink I may as well do heavy reflection on life. I didn't watch EoE, because I don't care for it. I finally read vol 2 of Megaman ZX, re-read NGE: AC (and it sucked just as much as it did the first time I read it - if not more, in retrospect , and I will soon re-start .Hack. I don't know why I'm still putting it off. Maybe there's only so much reflection I can take at once. I stay in celebrating the new year until the Chinese New Year celebration is over, so I have a lot of time to do everything that will make me happy, and bring in the new year like I want!

I want to take my GED test this month, but money issues might be getting in the way of that. Speaking of money, I'm still looking for work, but I know to enjoy my all this free time I have. I'm going to put some of it into a comic, that I'm looking to launch this month! If not this month, in the near future. The details on all that are in my LJ art blog.

That's it for now.

How to Be a Better You (playlist)

Spirit Science New Years! ~ 2013 ~