Sometimes i feel like half the man i use to be.

Last skim update of AUG 10!

Sister's back from Haiti. We're pissed at her cuz she didn't call us, so the pics better be awesome.




I'm a cashier/ drink maker/ sandwhich maker/ server/ dish washer at a localy owned cafe. I'm working for tips, and really like it there. I didn't think I'd be good with customers, but it was just me always having worse case senario in mind. I think I was made for the public! I can be polite without having to fake it, and feel l'm sucking up. I have 2 possible jobops in the wings. I'm look into them soon.



2 awesome place have left this sucky blackhole of a city. They've helpped me alot more than others in my young adult life, so far. I owe alot in paying it forward. All the awesome people leave here, so to truely be awesome I will do the same.



I buy milk with vit D! VIT D IS GOOD FOR YOU! DRINK IT!



I looked at the Kroger store sushi. 2 words: MOUTH WATERED! and DO WANT! We have alot of places that have sushi here, to my surprise. at least 6 or 7 resturant, and Kroger sale it in packs. In some places I know Wal Mart sales sushi... but I wouldn't suggest eatting it.



I'm turning my strom artist site into a showcase site. That just means no person stuff will be there, along the lines of journals or being social. That is what i will link people i meet offline/ irl to. My drama will be UNSEEN! Originally, that was going to be what paperdemon was for, but that 5 submission limit kills me, as you know. When I upload it's in bulk, so that's really lame.



I'm starting to think of what I want to do for my bday. It's on Sat this year, the day after mother get's paid, so there's little reason why i can't do something decent.



Movies NEW (to me) (in no order):



Slumdog Mill.



The Last Air Bender



Alice in Wonderland



The Other Guys



Princess Mononke



Observe and Report



Epic Movie





Newly finished anime series:



Final Fantasy UNLIMITED



Games to get (open for suggestion):



FF7: DoC (Vincent's game)



Team fortress 2 (when net's back on)



Persona 2 (highly suggested)



.Hack part 4 (To finish the saga)



.Hack G.U. (BIG MAYBE ON THIS)



Red Ninja



Some in Soul Cal



Game Boy Advanced games are hella cheap, if found so I'll randomly pick those. Pokemon is a must, before hand.



Concidering PSP (the new slide out in CLASSIC black) , PS3, XboX, and Wii (mother wants more then I)



Thinking about switching from Str8 Talk to Boost when this phone's warrenty is up spring of next year.





That's it. If you even clicked on this w/o reading the whole thing you're awesome.


Wednesday, August 25, 2010

FAREWELL, LADIES!

I made some friends at my church about a month or so ago. They've left from Cali by the time this makes the internet. These 2 lovely lady lovers have done more for me in a few days than alot of people I've lived with my whole life. They've given me rides, food, awesome times, and job opps! This is the first time since 7th grade I'm enjoing being around people in my age group. I usually avoid them, because most of the people here are stupid. The ones that aren't stupid leave. I hate they way this place, so I'm outty-5000 by the time I'm 25. I've wasted enough of my youth here, already, but moving costs money. All staying here does is make me depressed, angry, and somewhat bitter knowing other places are better. I could have decently enjoiable life somewhere, but I'm stuck in this blackhole. I understand how blacane works: For others to be high others have to be low. Its just why us? Why me, and why this?




I met them at church, and we just started talking casualy. I was wearing black pants with an old iron-on of Malik from YGO, and one them pointed it out, and it went from there. They became my ride to church (other than mother), first. Then, they took me to the yaoi meets they hosted, and got me food and stuff. Yesterday, I skipped church to hang out with them because that's their last full day here. We went to IHOP for breakfast, the pool party after church, and shopping and getting stuff done for their cat. It was an awesomely random day for me, but very planned for them.



One lady is from Cali, and the other is from here. She's 28, and she's leaving behind her life to do more for herself. We have a very kindered mind set about how fucked up things are here. All anyone can think to do is leave, so that's what we do. No, it doesn't help things get better, in an overall sence, BUT EVERY MAN FOR HIMSELF! We don't protest here, because it really doesn't do any good. The time and energy wasted on tring to fight these goverment theives can be spent packing up and moving some where that will do the OPPISITE of wasting your time. That's how i feel about it, and based on what I'm seeing around me, i'm correct. Every place has it's problems, but it's what effects you and what you're willing to put up with.



The one from Cali is very disappointed with this place, needless to say. She looks like more, and she acts like more than this. Not saying she's snobby or anything. It's just you can tell she's not from here by talking to her, in a refreshing way. She's offered me a place to stay when i come to visit, and if i decide to move there. She knows alot of people so spreading word a new person's coming in and needs help setting up won't be hard. If anything, they have alot of programs to help homeless people.



We'll keep in touch. Til then, FAREWELL!

Gay union, yes.

There is no law saying 2 private parties can't join assets based on gender, is there?




I know there's no law saying any type(s) of people can't have a celebration, inculding a union celebration.



I do know that there are laws saying you can't call it "marriage" when people of the same gender do it.



This is basically a war over the word, which is a waste of time and energy.



Call it something else. Change the meaning of a different term, or make up your own word.



I agree, "Domestic Partenship" sounds boring, unloving, and dry. "Marriage" is just one word with 2 sls. "Domestic Partenship" is 2 words with 3 sls each, making 6. PAIN IN THE ASS. Make up a one, one or 2 sl word of your own.



I think "marriage" should stay a ref to christians, to keep the enffeis(?) on how fucked up it is when they get a divorce. Religions have their own terms for their forms of union, so what makes the word "marriage" so special, in the first place?



I don't want to be "married" because I'm not a christian, anyway.

YAOICON from a Lesbian

Yaoicon is... A BUNCH OF LESBIANS DRESSED AS THEIR FAVORITE MALE CHARACTERS AND MAKING OUT.




Why is this?



Because anime girls are so weak. You feel like you relate to a character do you WANT to relate to a weak character? Even you don't put it as deeply, not alot of people waste their time on weak characters unless they're really cute, or something.



Somehow a random guy can and will show up and over power any female character. No matter how deeply they gotten into her past, how long she's been in the show over him, or anything else that would realistically prove she should be the more powerful.



Personal op from me :



That's based on society.



In American producted anime there may be some victumized girls, but when they give the girl some sort of power or skill the "push over" line stops in all forms (sooner or later). That's because in America females are consistantly gaining the general respect of society. For every 1 person going out of their way to oppress you for having inner balls, there are 5 willing to uplift you. We know that your balls hanging outside or chillin' inside doesn't determine wither of not you can be a productive member of the human race. We'll always have issues to work out just because people are "different" from others, but that's being stated in a general mindset.



In Japan women still have some open oppression issues. No matter how strong a woman is there will always be a better man, opened and closed senarerio.



At least they aren't like the middle east where there's no such thing as a strong woman at all. NOW THAT ANIME WOULD REALLY SUCK. The women would be in it just to hook up with the main guys to make babies and get beaten.





This is based on what was explained to me, and how I feel about it. I'm sure there are exceptions.



And while I'm at it...



If you're a striaght guy going to yaoicon half naked to pick up chicks you leave there much less of a man than when you went.



If you're a gay guy going to yaoicon half naked to pick up other guys that won't hardly be there you have my best wishes. I admire your strong will of hunting.



DON'T FORGET TO USE PROTECTION NO MATTER WHO OR WHAT YOU ARE. STDs are real, and they will fuck up your shit.





05:45:45 AM Saturday, July 31, 2010

Thank you, Shreveport, LA

And I must say, I'm very impressed with the new level of stupid being shown to the world. Monday 6 teens drowned, because they nor their parents knew how to swim.



First of all, everyone that lives here is going "If you don't know who to swin why are you in the Red River?" If you don't know how to swin why are you near any large body of water? I don't know how to swin (yet) and I don't even go near pools!



Secondly, we all hate this shit had to go international. Many my not know it but people already think we're stupid for being southern, and thieves for being in la. Now we're stupid thieves that get ourselves drowned by playing in water when we know we don't know how to swim.



I'm glad it happened, however. Now that's there's a spotlight on the ignorance people will insistively change their ways. Our YWCA is closed, and the YMCA pool won't be re-opened until next year, due to remodeling. The only place (right now) that's well-known to be public is Swim School, who will gladly make their killing off a bigger fear of drowning. A FEAR SO BIG PEOPLE WILL ACTUALLY LEARN HOW TO PROVENT IT, INSTEAD OF TIRNG TO HALFASS-NOT-REALLY-GONNA-GO-NEAR-IT-BUT-FAR-ENOUGH-IN-IT-FLASELY-THINK-THEIR-SAFE-UNTIL-THEY-ACTUALLY-DROWN AVOID IT. Soon some of these churches will have their own pools and charge for swiming lessons. We have alot of churchs, so that will be alot of pools. Soon we'll be "The city of churchs AND MERPEOPLE!" which is much better, and much more fun then just churches.



I read the story on Y!news, and their was a very interesting statistic. It basically said something we that live here already know, but now the world knows: Black people are less likely to know how to swin because they fear water. They don't get their kids lessons, but let them play in water. That's why black kids are 22% more likely to drown than white kids.



I really hope more stupid shit happens before I move. I don't think I'm going anyone I'm from here.