I walked to the hood corner store.

And i saw that guy... THAT gang banger guy that's in all blue with a shirt wrapped around his head like the Taliban. We are our own terrorists.
-_-

I got crazy cores ,and jolly rancher juice!

Also, i got the ice cream truck. I felt so ON THE HUNT! You know how it is. When you have that sound... You stop everything your doing to see if you can hear exactly where it is ,and how close or far it is from you. I POUNCED LIKE A TIGER! A cotton candy icepop as my reward of victory!

Got laid off

My last day was friday.

I wanted to leave anyway ,but it sucks i didn't get to say goodbye to anyone ,or have "last day" thing. I gave 1 person my number ,and i hope to hear from her.

I'm going to the grocry stores ,and look in on a "re-boxing" place. They have a/c ,i think.

ONWARD!

Ok, i'll take the FUCKING art classes

I can't stand it anymore.

I want to be a good artist....

Really, there's not such thing as "a good artist" ,in another person's opinion.

The difference in a "good" and "bad" artist if how they feel about their own work.

I would like to like my own stuff more often.

I get so discouraged because i think my own stuff is crap ,most of the time.

Of course i can't afford "classes" so I'll be photo-reffing, tracing (may as well say it) ,looking at tuts ,and getting how to draw books. Same thing ,really.

Some say photo reffing is fine. I thought tracing all together was "bad" ,but i have yet to see someone get banned for "photo reffing" - even when opening admitting to it.

I would like to do all this offline ,but i'm backed up too far on art stuff already. To make things worse I KEEP DRAWING WHICH ADDS MORE TO THE MESS! I still might go offline ,tho.

*shrugs and sighs*

I'M OFF!

To find my dream girl.

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Before you read below know this: I let the thing with my friend go. I was just mad and being immature. I'll be sexy for my own reasons ,not to get revenge. I don't even really like the person anymore ,so i'm gonna stop communication.

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I'm looking up anime cons i can go to on http://www.animecons.com/

Use that site if you're looking for cons! IT'S AWESOME! It listed events ,and an interactive map! It has a forum ,and blah blah blah!


I didn't know LA had a con ,and it's in Lafayette! I've had an interest to go there ,and now I have a reason. I'll brush up on m French alil before i go! It's in late July ,and I donno if I'm gonna have enough money saved by then ,but if I don't I can wait. Cons go thought the year excluding December. I doubt I'll have enough money in July ,thinking more realistically, but I should have money in November. I should have enough money to go most anywhere by then ,and maybe a costume.

Side note: We have more then just one Con. The last one was in Baton Rouge in May.

I don't have a car ,nor can i drive ,but i'm good at getting gas money! If anyone minds me hitching a ride that's passing through Shreveport ,LA please let me know! I'm not all that excited about having to hop on the Gray Hound.

A shout out to those of JAMPcon, Kakkoi|con ,and Osakacon! It sucks Kakkoi got canceled this year. I hope the same doesn't have to happen to Osaka and JAMP.

WTF WOMAN!? - June 2nd *job*

Ok, i'm still upset my friend went to A-kin without me ,so i ranted alil at work when it came up again. I'm still gonna take those sexy pics ,but my boss suggested i just do in in my house (not really knowing the MEANING behind the situation). I did reconsider ,however. I mean ,i'm still gonna do sexy cosplay ,but not necessarily for revenge. I'm gonna take sexy pics in the house. I wanna do 'em naked but I don't want them getting out and stuff.

I'm just upset now ,so i might just let it go later. If they can't invite me somewhere then fuck them altogether. I'll have to find some new friends that go to events. It's just hard here because everyone is so STUPID. The friend that went is form New Mexico, not where i live. I don't really socialize with the people here much ,because -like i said- they're stupid.

ANYWAY, I said somethings ,and the boss said I shouldn't "hoes" about people i don't know. Later ,i admitted i was wrong ,but in the same respect I can the friend (i now detest) whatever i want because I DO know him. It was admitted I was right.

The thing is She told me take i shouldn't things like that ,but then later she said I look like I don't have any basic living skills ,like washing clothes.

DUDE, ALL MY WTF BELONGS TO THAT!

My day - JUNE 1ST

I wear a wife-beater to work and people stared. That's why i hate wearing form fitting stuff.

I was questioned on my absence Friday ,and i dodged some bullets. I think the supervisors like poking fun at me ,now.

I was told I don't act like I live here. I get that often enough to make me wonder how I'm different from everyone else.

I called my friend and found out he went to a-kon and didn't tell me anything. I'm starting to question over friendship more. I told the OFFENDER I'll get revenge by cosplaying SUPER SEXY-NAKED and take all sorts of temping photos that will be sent to him.

Got picked on for being weak ,as usual.

Overall ,good but tiring and HOT day. Jeez. 90 degress.