Life and life goals, right now.

Things are as bad for me as they were last year. I have more friends, and more people have my back now. I'm still going to fall, but it's much nicer to land on some pillows then the cold concert.

Here are some things coming up, for me. Not in any sort of order.

• My GED test. Hopefully, in Jan.
• Finally getting my broken tooth removed in Jan.
• I'm going to record myself reading the YuGiOh! manga.
• Go back to job hunting, and get a job so I can go into massage therapy.
• I might go back into video blogging.
• 2011 art slide show for video sites.
• Do more yoga.
• Learn how to swim.
• Take some self defense classes, if i can find some for free or really cheap.
• Stop public protests.
• Start LGBTQ meetings.
• Learn to play an instrument (maybe).
• Minor art goals.
• Become a part-time free dj?

That's it, for now.

Hey, self! FUCK YOU!

Inner self,

Where as I do appreciate your concern are my image and dignity, I must say I'm sick of you discouraging me from doing fun things. I would take more heed to your warnings of embarrassment if these things were actions that would be a direct threat to my mortal or immortal well being, but they usually aren't. In fact, when it comes to things that could in same way threaten my soul, you're no where to be found for any discouragement. I'm starting to wonder how much you actually care about me. you keep me from doing fun things like public trolling, singing, and voice overs on the net, but when I look into different types of culture beliefs (religion, etc) you're quite silent. When I do things like taker part in protests, and wear "showy" clothes in the summer you say nothing. Event though those things could suggest me to some sort of harm, or make me regret my actions in some other way - more reasonable for protest, you are silent.

In short, I'm asking you to stay silent! I'll admit there are some things better done in a group, or someone watching to make sure I don't get hurt (or at least a good witness), but when it comes to fun, non-serious things I want to post "publicly" on the net you need to shut the fuck up.

Seriously,
Me