Sunday, November 28, 2010

I'm a BOY!

Your Boy Side
[X] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans.
[ ] Dogs are better than cats.
[x] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[X] Shopping is torture. (clothes)
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[ ] You own an X-Box.
[x] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[x] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[x] You watch sports on TV.
[x] Gory movies are cool.
[ ] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You like going to football games.
[x] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[x] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[x] Sports are fun.
[x] Talk with food in your mouth. (I cover my mouth, tho)
[x] Wear boxers.

Boy Total = 17 Points

Your Girl Side
[ ] You wear lip gloss.
[x] You love to shop. (Food)
[ ] You wear eyeliner.
[ ] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[x] You wear the color pink.
[ ] Go to your mom for advice.
[ ] You consider cheer leading a sport. (That depends)
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[ ] You like hanging out at the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures. (Never had one)
[ ] You like wearing jewelry.
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[ ] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[ ] You are/were in cheer leading, gymnastics or dance.
[ ] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories.
[x] You smile a lot more than you should.
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[ ] You care about what you look like.
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[ ] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[x] You wear girl underwear.
[x] Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[ ] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[ ] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.

Girl Total = 5

I'z a boi!

Am I a furry?

[ ] you meow/bark to get attention
[x] you find pets toys amusing
[ ] you get hyper by the smell of catnip
[x] you growl/hiss when someone gets too close to your food
[ ] you growl/hiss when someone you dislike is too close to you
[ ] you purr/shake your leg when someone shows you affection
[ ] if someone tosses a ball, you chase it and brings it back
Total: 2

[x] you love to be scratched behind the ear
[x] you love fish/meat
[x] you like to stick your head out trough the window of a moving car
[x] you like when people pet your head
[ ] people can make you stop doing stuff by hitting you on the nose with a newspaper
[x] you think feathers are fun to play with
Total: 5

[ ] you sleep a lot during daytime
[x] you enjoy scaring birds
[ ] you lick peoples faces to show you like them
[ ] you bite people if they annoy you
[ ] you tend to steal food from your friends/family's plate when you have eaten all of yours
[x] milk or water is your favorite drink
Total: 2

[x] you own a collar and you enjoy wearing it
[ ] you own a leash and enjoy wearing it
[ ] you own animal ears/tail/paws or a fursuit
[x] you enjoy long walks in the park
[ ] you meow/bark when you see something you want (i don't meow/ bark, but i do make some sort of weird sound effect)
Total: 2

[ ] you call your hands and feet "paws"
[x] you tilt your head when you do not understand what someone is talking about
[ ] you run to the door when someone mentions a walk
[x] you really enjoy cuddling
[x] you stretch your body and whimper a bit every morning when you wake up
[ ] you can wake up and go back to sleep right away after looking around
Total: 3

[ ] you have your favorite spot besides your bed where you like to sleep
[ ] you meow or bark very often
[x] you hide when you get scared
[ ] you run to the door to see who it is every time someone comes in to the house
[ ] you like to chase flying insects and try to catch them with your bare hand
[ ] you tend to chew on stuff a lot
[x] you like to do tricks to get a treat
Total: 2

[x] you own a wearable item/tag with your name on it
[ ] you refer to your self as an animal
[x] your username has something to do with animals
[x] your e-mail has something to do with animals
[x] if you get a bleeding wound, you lick it to make it feel better (i like the taste of blood)
[x] you look for edible stuff often
Total: 5

[ ] you often find yourself looking through the window for a long time
[x] you like to say hi to strangers
[x] you like to be petted when you have done something good
[ ] people think you act like a pet
[ ] you growl/hiss at stuff you do not like
[ ] you like to eat grass (i like salads...)
[ ] if you get wet, you shake to get rid of the water
Total: 2

Final Total: 23!

The Salvation Army: Doing "the most good"?

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Keepsake - When the Saints Go Marchin' In



Oh, we gonna put a whoopin' on dem cowboys! WHEN THE SAINTS GO MARCHING IN!

Hao is crazy



One of the BEST amvs i've seen in a LONG TIME!

SCOTT PILGRIM REMIX : LOVE

Boycott The Salvation Army

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

I got the phone!

I'll start the service next week!

Lg 101

One foot out ST's door!

Monday, November 8, 2010

Christians love God more than other people.

I went into a christian chat room about my problem. i wasn't expecting to get help, but why not kill some time? When I got there one of the "heads" of the chat was telling someone to read the bible and trust god instead of going to the hospital about her dizziness and not sleeping for 3 days. She said her taste goes away when she takes her meds. The obvious suggestion would be to talk her doctor about it, but no. Come into a christian chat room. You clearly don't want help with your medical problem if that's your lead to the solution on your medical issue.

Anyway,

I told them about my problem, and they suggested I go to God. I was refereed to Jame 4 1 thru 15. I schemed it, and from what I saw it was some people people talking about cheating or something. It was ABOUT jealousy, but it didn't help. Ok, so some people a long time ago, in Africa were jealous and someone said something about God. What the fuck does that have to do with me?

Of cor' my trauma came up, about how I was scarred by "Christians" in the past. Still didn't help me with the issue I'm having now.

I understand they were helping in the way they knew how. It just felt really brain washed to me. It's clear I'm psychologically traumatized, and I will be for the rest of my life. Can i get help for my current problem NOW, tho.

I'll admit something: I want in there KNOWING they weren't going to help. I figured I'd reinforce why I don't like nor trust Christians. I didn't troll the chat, mind you. I asked for their advice, as people, and they went into how I was mentally scarred, how I should trust God and how he loves me. How can I trust God if I can't trust his people? Who follows is a representation of who you are.

Sunday, November 7, 2010

I have to face my jealousy

I'm jealous of people in couples. I've been single for about 6 - 8 years now, but I've just started be become lonely about 2 years ago. I get nervous and upset when someone bring their gf or bf around me, and i feel dejected when I know a person's someone or likes someone.

I don't get jealous of the people, themselves, mind you. I'm not upset "Mick" is with "Kyle" because of who they are, or anything like that.

I was ride along the first years really good on "I just don't to deal with other peoples drama", because it was true. After my 2 break ups I was set for single, and I knew it would be a long time before I wanted to get back in that whirlwind.

Unfortunately, I had no plans on how to handle it when those feelings would come back after, like they have now. I think past "other people's drama" now, even tho I still have my own. Somehow I feel like I've become more affectionate, and I have no one to be affectionate with. I know my feelings are heading toward "envy", as well. I act outwardly, sometimes, and I become aggressive and rude.

I just want to get over this. I don't like being rude, and unhappy. I don't want to make make people hurt just because I'm hurt. I understand how stupid this is, but I know I can't help, because I could i wouldn't be having this problem.

Friday, November 5, 2010

I'm gonna have 2 phones for alil bit

This and this

Both because of this and this

The Kyo Jax because the Kyo Loft. I don't have any remembered experience with Kyocera, so I'm going to see if I like the phone, itself.

I'm getting the LG 101 because it has Opera mini, as does both the Loft and Rumor Touch. I'm going to see if I can handle the browser.

Just the phones, in general, to switch from Straight Talk to Virgin Mobile. I'm sick of this damn Samsung, and I'm gonna smash it with a hammer, given i'm satisfied with Virgin's service.

Straight Talk is a huge inconvenience! It's only available at Wal Mart, and i don't live in walking distance nor do I have a regularly taken bus route to any Wal Marts. I've learned my lesson about getting a service that sales out of exclusive locations. The Samsung really wasn't worth the trouble, but I did what was best at the time. Now Virgin's stepped up, and I'm on broad with them!

If I decide against beating the hell out of the Samsung and riding the world of one less lame-ass device, I'll donate it, or maybe see what happens if I send it back to ST with it's warranty still going. I don't still have the ticket so it's looking about a good 90% chance of being brutally tortured.

When I'm done with the other phones I'll give them away. No fault or foul if I don't like Virgin's service, because I get the cheapest phones on the cheapest plan, to start off with. ST isn't expensive, but I don't make the money to be able to carry $45/ month on my own.

A service problem i have with ST is my network connection frequently getting lost. I don't have any set expectations with VM on this. I can only hope I'm going to better.