Being a virginity is a sex magnet, ironically.
My latest one is TODAY.
My friend was play driving crazy, and i said "Seriously, don't do that. I don't wanna die a virgin. I wanna feel love."
The reply: "...Really?"
"Yeah." (Why are you surprised?)
"I can't help you want that, if you want."
Then went into some details about his penis size.
WTF moment, for me.
I bring out the pervert in people! I'm happy about that, but it's weird when people flirt with me.
I like my friend AS A FRIEND. I'm horny, but I don't really "know" this person like that.
I'm glad to know when I want I can just go out and tell someone "I'm a virgin. Fuck me!" and just get it. Of cor, if I said that they would assume I'm lying, but you get it.
My problem is, due to lack of affection, I'm easy to think I like people on a higher level then I do. If I had something or someone to focus my love energy on I wouldn't be so weird with everyone else.
I don't like getting jealous when I find out someone I vaguely like has someone of their own. I know it's not right, and it doesn't matter, but I get that messed up feeling.
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Sunday, October 17, 2010
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
I had to REPORT someone becuz i'm a virgin.
A few days ago well i was working, i was sexual harassed for being a virgin. I SHIT YOU NOT, SON!
The first day i went to work it was slow. We got there at 3 didn't start working until about 7 - 7:30. Of course over that time there was some talking. 2 ghetto idiots (i know they're ghetto from the hoods they're from) asked my if i was a virgin ,after a few questions just lead to some others. I openly said yes ,because it's nothing to be proud or ashamed of ,and it was like opening a whole new world to them. Within seconds they were asking other personal questions.
1 asked me if i would hit on his bisexual baby's mommy (2 or 3 kids) and showed me a half picture of her. The other was talking about various sexual activity. I won't go any farther then that. That guy has 5 kids. He kept saying things that were basically "You're still a virgin because you live with your mom," and seemed to ignore when i replied "I'm still a virgin ,because i don't want to have sex." Everything i said after "I'm a virgin" was written off as "I don't know what I'm talking about. I'm just doing what my mom says ,because I live with her. I don't have my own options or thoughts ,and I don't know anything about the real world." Why? Because i'm a virgin.
Of course after i reported them where we were working ,they got pissy about about EVERYTHING i said and did ,and i called the temp them to those people, too. They were removed from my space.
Seriously, all the fuss because i'm not (and never have been) in a serious trusting relationship with a person i can trust myself with like that, a slut ,or a person that gives in to what the media wants or what society thinks is "normal".
I can't make it look all bad ,tho. Those 2 were just stupid. Other people were like "That's good. Stay that way. You don't have to let just anyone get close to you like that." A few tend to give they're personal stories ,but that's fine. It's all in the spirit of helping.
Not everyone i run into has a good or bad view about it. Some people don't care, because it's not like that one of the things that makes a person. I get more people with positive ,or negative reactions. It really makes me think about how rare someone like me really is. Maybe it's just around here.
The first day i went to work it was slow. We got there at 3 didn't start working until about 7 - 7:30. Of course over that time there was some talking. 2 ghetto idiots (i know they're ghetto from the hoods they're from) asked my if i was a virgin ,after a few questions just lead to some others. I openly said yes ,because it's nothing to be proud or ashamed of ,and it was like opening a whole new world to them. Within seconds they were asking other personal questions.
1 asked me if i would hit on his bisexual baby's mommy (2 or 3 kids) and showed me a half picture of her. The other was talking about various sexual activity. I won't go any farther then that. That guy has 5 kids. He kept saying things that were basically "You're still a virgin because you live with your mom," and seemed to ignore when i replied "I'm still a virgin ,because i don't want to have sex." Everything i said after "I'm a virgin" was written off as "I don't know what I'm talking about. I'm just doing what my mom says ,because I live with her. I don't have my own options or thoughts ,and I don't know anything about the real world." Why? Because i'm a virgin.
Of course after i reported them where we were working ,they got pissy about about EVERYTHING i said and did ,and i called the temp them to those people, too. They were removed from my space.
Seriously, all the fuss because i'm not (and never have been) in a serious trusting relationship with a person i can trust myself with like that, a slut ,or a person that gives in to what the media wants or what society thinks is "normal".
I can't make it look all bad ,tho. Those 2 were just stupid. Other people were like "That's good. Stay that way. You don't have to let just anyone get close to you like that." A few tend to give they're personal stories ,but that's fine. It's all in the spirit of helping.
Not everyone i run into has a good or bad view about it. Some people don't care, because it's not like that one of the things that makes a person. I get more people with positive ,or negative reactions. It really makes me think about how rare someone like me really is. Maybe it's just around here.
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