I sad.

Friday I only made 3 dollars in tips.
Today the owner of the cafe called and told me not to come in.
It's slow, and she needs the tips for herself today.

I was already dressed and ready to go so i went downtown, and looked for work. I actually found a place, and the assistant said she'd talk to the boss and see if she can get me an interview. That's a good thing, but i feel like shit! It feels like i'm back stabbing the cafe boss because she's really nice to me. If I get another job I won't be available to her all the time, anymore. I'm not quitting, and this doesn't mean I'll never see her or the others again. I'm just being randomly emotional, for no reason. Also, i don't really think I'm going to like the place. I'll try anyway, just to see how long I can last. I might like it, on the other hand.

I talked to a friend i haven't heard from in a while. He told me there are alot of lazy people at his restaurant (high school students that don't give a fuck), so if i can find a way to get over there and find the place I'm gonna help him out. He's over there doing all the work alone, pretty much. Everyone else sits around and talks all day. I won't do it to get the job. I'll just walk in, grab a broom and get to work HELPING HIM. I hate it when lazy people get jobs, and people that WANT to work, like me, have little to no where to go!

I may feel better tomorrow, tho. I know I'll feel better when i see me ON TEEVEE!