I got a job! And, now for something COMPLETELY DIFFERENT.

And, I don't care much for it, so it's time to get some new hobbies! If all I have to focus on is something I don't like I'll start getting depressed and angry. I feel like it's time to put my focus on more bodily means. My current hobbies are more social and creative based. I love drawing and fanficing, but I need to get my body going. I still dance, but I dance solo. I'm looking at martial arts, for in a class I will be working on my body while still being able to be social. I'm also looking at fencing, because why not?

I see quite a bit going on in tai chi which is linked to kung fu. The area has taeknowdoe and karate, but who doesn't? I want to do something different. there's also a parkour school out here, but it's all the way across town outside of the bus routes. If I can find a way to get out there I'll gladly take the classes and use the gym. Parkour is the closest I'll get to taijutsu, as the taijutsu school is in a different town. Either one is fine, though.

I'm not going to be unreasonable. I'm looking at these options one at a time, as I expect them to take a huge toll on my body. Fencing might come first as it looks to be the shortest thing, and if I'm not pleased with it I can stop much easier than these other things I'm looking at.

On a different sort of in the same subject, there's the language learning thing that keeps getting put down due to cost. So far, I've found it much cheaper to learn a martial art than to learn a different language. I've found a kung fu class for $60 a month and Rosette Stone is $200, right? When I priced ASL classes the cheapest I found was $85, and a tutor was $75.

We'll see how this goes.

Happy New Year, 2013! Reiki and Palm Reading now?!

So, it turns out I had the basic palm reading stuff I was looking for since I started looking for it. It pays to go through the saved bookmarks, doesn't it? It's much more of whole hand reading, than just palms - as I'm willing to learn all of it! I'm also going to become serious about taking up Reiki this year, but maybe more later, than sooner in the future. I'm also going to look into what rune reading is! I'm going to get back into refreshing my sign language, as I went so far as to put I know it on my resume! It's not that I don't know it, as much as I don't have anyone to sign to on the reg to keep it on my mind. Also, Spanish and Japanese. I'm going to get back into trying to do something with those.

I still haven't started my dreads, due to money issues. I'll have a big long fro if I don't do something it very soon! My hair is well enough past acceptable length to start them. I don't want my hair to random lock together, because I want my dreads an organized certain size. I'm still belly dancing, just not everyday. I think something seasonal is going on with me, right now. Also, I still feel like I'll be more into it when I get some belly dancing stuff. I'm going to look into Wiccan/ Pagan, UU, Buddhist items, as well.

I don't start off my New Year('s Day) with partying, and drinking (like I wanted), so I watched some anime! Neon Genesis Evangelion  to be exact. If I can't party and drink I may as well do heavy reflection on life. I didn't watch EoE, because I don't care for it. I finally read vol 2 of Megaman ZX, re-read NGE: AC (and it sucked just as much as it did the first time I read it - if not more, in retrospect , and I will soon re-start .Hack. I don't know why I'm still putting it off. Maybe there's only so much reflection I can take at once. I stay in celebrating the new year until the Chinese New Year celebration is over, so I have a lot of time to do everything that will make me happy, and bring in the new year like I want!

I want to take my GED test this month, but money issues might be getting in the way of that. Speaking of money, I'm still looking for work, but I know to enjoy my all this free time I have. I'm going to put some of it into a comic, that I'm looking to launch this month! If not this month, in the near future. The details on all that are in my LJ art blog.

That's it for now.

This is what's happening in June

It's LGBT Pride Month, and National Masturbation Month!

I found my personal scary side of the Skull Girls fandom. When I get done posting the fanfic I have already written on SGs, I'm going to take a break from fanning it, AND TUMBLR. It's gonna take A LOT of GUROchan, lesbian manga, and furries to heal these wounds. I'm gonna have to BATHE in it, for a while.

What I really don't like or understand is how everything in a fandom I don't like is done by an artist with a style I'm attracted to. It makes it so hard to look away, but what I'm looking at makes me want to throw myself out of a window. It's like a "I'M HITTING THE ESCAPE BUTTON, BUT IT'S NOT DOING ANYTHING!" Once upon a time the esc button was like the red "x" for your keyboard, and what I saw maybe me miss those days. This is also a big put off to voicing some of the story modes, if I ever feel like doing that again - that is.

I can focus more energy into LGBT Pride Month! I'm still thinking of things to do. I have a lot of time, so I'm taking it easy. My LGBT meets are online now, due to no in-person meet attends. I'm going to queer things up in my own way, aside from that. I haven't drawn any art yet, but that's in due time.

I'm looking for a job, and today was a more promising event than I'm use to. I'm not excited about the work, but the money will be a good motivation for as long as I can stand it. I'll be sure not to post anything stupid on a SNS, like so many others. I swear, technology makes some people very stupid.

That's all, for now!

I sad.

Friday I only made 3 dollars in tips.
Today the owner of the cafe called and told me not to come in.
It's slow, and she needs the tips for herself today.

I was already dressed and ready to go so i went downtown, and looked for work. I actually found a place, and the assistant said she'd talk to the boss and see if she can get me an interview. That's a good thing, but i feel like shit! It feels like i'm back stabbing the cafe boss because she's really nice to me. If I get another job I won't be available to her all the time, anymore. I'm not quitting, and this doesn't mean I'll never see her or the others again. I'm just being randomly emotional, for no reason. Also, i don't really think I'm going to like the place. I'll try anyway, just to see how long I can last. I might like it, on the other hand.

I talked to a friend i haven't heard from in a while. He told me there are alot of lazy people at his restaurant (high school students that don't give a fuck), so if i can find a way to get over there and find the place I'm gonna help him out. He's over there doing all the work alone, pretty much. Everyone else sits around and talks all day. I won't do it to get the job. I'll just walk in, grab a broom and get to work HELPING HIM. I hate it when lazy people get jobs, and people that WANT to work, like me, have little to no where to go!

I may feel better tomorrow, tho. I know I'll feel better when i see me ON TEEVEE!

Last skim update of AUG 10!

Sister's back from Haiti. We're pissed at her cuz she didn't call us, so the pics better be awesome.




I'm a cashier/ drink maker/ sandwhich maker/ server/ dish washer at a localy owned cafe. I'm working for tips, and really like it there. I didn't think I'd be good with customers, but it was just me always having worse case senario in mind. I think I was made for the public! I can be polite without having to fake it, and feel l'm sucking up. I have 2 possible jobops in the wings. I'm look into them soon.



2 awesome place have left this sucky blackhole of a city. They've helpped me alot more than others in my young adult life, so far. I owe alot in paying it forward. All the awesome people leave here, so to truely be awesome I will do the same.



I buy milk with vit D! VIT D IS GOOD FOR YOU! DRINK IT!



I looked at the Kroger store sushi. 2 words: MOUTH WATERED! and DO WANT! We have alot of places that have sushi here, to my surprise. at least 6 or 7 resturant, and Kroger sale it in packs. In some places I know Wal Mart sales sushi... but I wouldn't suggest eatting it.



I'm turning my strom artist site into a showcase site. That just means no person stuff will be there, along the lines of journals or being social. That is what i will link people i meet offline/ irl to. My drama will be UNSEEN! Originally, that was going to be what paperdemon was for, but that 5 submission limit kills me, as you know. When I upload it's in bulk, so that's really lame.



I'm starting to think of what I want to do for my bday. It's on Sat this year, the day after mother get's paid, so there's little reason why i can't do something decent.



Movies NEW (to me) (in no order):



Slumdog Mill.



The Last Air Bender



Alice in Wonderland



The Other Guys



Princess Mononke



Observe and Report



Epic Movie





Newly finished anime series:



Final Fantasy UNLIMITED



Games to get (open for suggestion):



FF7: DoC (Vincent's game)



Team fortress 2 (when net's back on)



Persona 2 (highly suggested)



.Hack part 4 (To finish the saga)



.Hack G.U. (BIG MAYBE ON THIS)



Red Ninja



Some in Soul Cal



Game Boy Advanced games are hella cheap, if found so I'll randomly pick those. Pokemon is a must, before hand.



Concidering PSP (the new slide out in CLASSIC black) , PS3, XboX, and Wii (mother wants more then I)



Thinking about switching from Str8 Talk to Boost when this phone's warrenty is up spring of next year.





That's it. If you even clicked on this w/o reading the whole thing you're awesome.


Wednesday, August 25, 2010

I was just testing

I have blogger linked to my phone now. When my phone's back on that will be much more useful! I have it link to an email so I would have to deal with text char limit.

While I'm here I may as well give a real update. Still looking for work, cooking ,and cleaning. I messed something up mother wanted me to get, but it would've benefited her more. Let's just say I have my baist areas, as well. I can deal with things in general life, but there are some types of people I'd rather not have daily contact with. Than I would've had to go ACROSS TOWN to get there anyway. It was a janitoral job, so I'm kinda miffed about missing it, but there are various elemens of it that show it's for the best. The job is also an an airforce base, and I don't want to get into all that fed mess. Their background checks are VERY extandive, and if they search me on the interenet I might get in more trobule (under their terms) than worth it. I'm at the library next to something I'm going to apply for, anyway. It will be in food service, but that's better than what mother was tring to push me into.

Oh, the GAY bashing goodness. *JOB*

I got gay bashed at work yesterday by some idiot. Supporting gay rights doesn't make you gay. I'M NOT GAY!

Anyway ,he asked me "What does 'partners' mean?" and I asked how he meant that scene the work can be reffed to alot of things. One of my examples was in legal matters gays have to reffer to their lovers as "domestic partners" and started the flip out! First he said being gay was illegal ,then yelled out to another anti-gay that i said something about gays in law matters. I said "Being gay ISN'T illegal" ,and he said it was to him ,and so did his anti-gay friend (who has used the word 'faggot' by the way. I was right there ,so I'm not mistaken). Later there was more pestering with them swearing i was hitting on everyone i was talking to or looking at INCLUDING HIM. At the end of the night he told the new person I'm gay ,tiring to offend me - no doubt.

I don't wanna go back to the job ,now that i'm basically gonna be the enemy but i don't think I have anyone on my side about this. I'm really pissed off ,but I'll give it another chance. If he does it again I'll report him for either verbal abuse or sexual harassment or BOTH IF POSSIBLE!

I'm hurt because the same thing happened to me in school ,but more action can be taking against someone when they're parents aren't involved. How about Sensitivity Training with no pay? Suspension would just be giving him days off ,and he wouldn't learn anything from it. No, maybe that's not right. He might learn not to fuck with someone just because they're a temp. I still have my rights. In the matter of rights we have freedom of speech ,i know ,but when when someone Else's rights infringing upon YOU'RE right you have the RIGHT to speak out about it. You can say anything you want ,just not to EVERYONE you want.

I still want to run away from this ,but if i do nothing will come out of it. He will think he has dominate word, and all gays and people that support gay rights are cowardous fucks. For my own sake ,i know not everyone agrees with me nor is everyone mature about it ,and i can't run just because of that.

If it bothers me enough today ,I'll go ahead and report him for saying that stuff. I'll be sure to tell them everything ,as i will have a list, and even suggest the punishment. I'm think I'm gonna be as much of a sadistic fuck about this as possible. The best part is I have witnesses ,and cameras to PROVE i have witnesses ,so they can't weasel out of it easily.

Time will tell on this issue ,but it won't take much. I never said I was intolerant. I'm very against haters!

The JOB updated

Now i've been at my job for about a week and here's what i got.

After 2 days i had to take off becuz my wrist was KILLING ME. Mom got mad becuz my SISTER told her that i quit ,when she shouldn't have ANYTHING and let me explain to mom what happened. I don't think i'm gonna have the problem of her babbling anymore now that she's giving bad info already. I wasn't gonna quit that fast, but i wasn't going to go to work not being able to work.

I want to quit now ,tho ,but I'm not going to without a job to replace it with. No my mom and sister down have to come MILES to getting me and bring me. I'm also interested in LEAVING THE WAREHOUSES! Everyone here wants you to have some sort of exp before you work ,but how can you get exp if no one will hire you?! I think training is extra payment to the manager or something ,and if they don't get paid for it they won't do it.

I don't want to leave temp services ,tho, because they pay every week and that's not something alot of jobs do. I like getting paid every week. IT'S GREAT MOTIVATION, and very handy for someone going/ planning to go to school.

I do hope to be able to quit when i get my GED. Tho i don't like dealing with people that much i'd rather work in a store over the summer becuz it gets hot as fuck here. One of the people I work with said sometimes it gets so hot in there you can't breathe ,and that's very serious to me. I have problems breathing as it is. This job is already fucking up my wrist ,so I'm not letting my lungs take a fall. For now all i can do is take the day off when te temp gets high ,but days off aren't bad.

What makes all this worth bearing is the people I work with. They're very entertaining ,and usually friendly even tho there's alil drama going on right now. They're friendly and helpful to weak lil me. Of course i get teased like everyone else, and it's good to not be left out. It would be better if we could listen to music or something ,but hopefully my next job will be something that allows that.

In the meantime I have start getting my lunch ready now.

ILU GUIES!