Dreads, Bellydance, GAMING, and more - Life update Oct '13!

I'm going back to bold very soon. My hair's not doing what I want it to do AND I tied up my dreads wrong. My hair is also falling out in my new environment so I see it best to "cut" my loses.

I'm very pleased to announce that I'm back into gaming! Right now, I'm playing Dirge of Cerberus FF7, and after all these years I still think Vincent is super sexy. In the training mode you play as Vincent "back in the day" when he worked for Rufus. So. Hot! I love smooth girly-boys! But, the cut scenes are painfully long. I had a Shaman King game that was all backtrack, so I trading for Yu-Gi-Oh! DDM. DDM is boring, too, but there's no backtracking and I'm pretty good at it.

Seeing as how I'm a very unconventional person, I've decided to do things in an unconventional way. I need money and "looking for a job" getting me anyone. I've decided to start interneting for work. The internet is actually surprisingly good at finding other ways to get money than "work". I'm thinking about playing the stocks, too, while everything is nice, and broken, and cheap!

I'm back to belly dancing! I now know that my dancing will not be for money. I'll dance for the internet for free, but now for pay. Now all I need is a webcam and some privacy. I've also taken on shuffle dancing!

Now that I have some money making plans I can resume my life of gaming, and get back to my goal of becoming an OWL. I'm going to show people how to sex one way or the other!

My Facebook got hacked, so I'm no longer on Facebook. I was forced to get Google+ via Youtube, so I have that, but I don't plan on using it until people I know are on there. I'll be using Myspace more, and I still have my Twitter! I now also have a Flickr, and Pinterest.

I've been back on writing fanfics for maybe 2 months, now. My recent is very tame, but I'll find a window to be back to my super-violent-gore-sexual self soon! Right now, it's mostly Pokemon and Hoshi no Kirby. I have a Shaman King and Fullmetal Alchemist based plan coming up!

I've started mental health therapy. I'll need it to get over my emotional abuse. I had to come to see that I was being abused, so this is gonna take a while.

I still on my life's adventure. I'm about to head out to San An, TX and see what's hot down there!

Dreads, and other things! MEGA LIFE UPDATE!

It's finally Fall weather, so I have a lot to do! I've decided to go for the dreads, and I'll be setting them by Winter! If I'm use to them by Summer I'll be less likely to shave my head, despite how hot it will get. I'll gladly still shave if it's too hot to handle. I'm going to focus on learning sign language, and other languages again! ASL has high priority. Spanish is second, and everything else is after that in no order. I'm letting the internet teach me how to belly dance, palm read, tarot read, and do Reiki! Classes for those are unavailable here, and even if they were available I wouldn't be able to pay for them. At least not now. The owner of the cafe I was working in found a new spot for the business, and if all goes well I'll have that job back! I'm still going to apply for a store I want to work in, because they have a lot of stuff I want with a %50 employee discount!

What I will be doing with some of these learned skills is displaying them on the net, just to have a reason to retain and use them. I'll be post my activities on Vimeo, Dailymotion, and MAYBE Tumblr, and some other sites. I'm not considering posting my face and activities on Youtube that much, due to the immature community.

Minor things:

I'm mediating now. Not doing as much yoga, anymore.

I got into a band, but I'm not going to be in the fandom because porn is "frowned upon". I'm too much of a pervert for that shit. I can sit a fandom out, after all I've been in. It was going to be my first self-influenced band fandom, tho. And, it's a Steampunk themed band. I'm just a lil dumped about that.

I want to have a Pagan Halloween. No costumes or any of that. I might have my own ritual, if I can't attend someone else's.

I've dropped harmful people from my friend circle. That kind of thing messes up my energy. I use to be "Anyone who's willing to hang out with me is cool!". Now I'm "Just because they're willing to hang out with me doesn't mean I should hang out with them."

I've come to accept my drawing style, and what-not. No more worrying about that.

Future things:

Learn how to roller skate.

Learn how to swim (now at lower priority).

Learn how to use (a) weapon(s).

That's all for now!

This is what's happening in June

It's LGBT Pride Month, and National Masturbation Month!

I found my personal scary side of the Skull Girls fandom. When I get done posting the fanfic I have already written on SGs, I'm going to take a break from fanning it, AND TUMBLR. It's gonna take A LOT of GUROchan, lesbian manga, and furries to heal these wounds. I'm gonna have to BATHE in it, for a while.

What I really don't like or understand is how everything in a fandom I don't like is done by an artist with a style I'm attracted to. It makes it so hard to look away, but what I'm looking at makes me want to throw myself out of a window. It's like a "I'M HITTING THE ESCAPE BUTTON, BUT IT'S NOT DOING ANYTHING!" Once upon a time the esc button was like the red "x" for your keyboard, and what I saw maybe me miss those days. This is also a big put off to voicing some of the story modes, if I ever feel like doing that again - that is.

I can focus more energy into LGBT Pride Month! I'm still thinking of things to do. I have a lot of time, so I'm taking it easy. My LGBT meets are online now, due to no in-person meet attends. I'm going to queer things up in my own way, aside from that. I haven't drawn any art yet, but that's in due time.

I'm looking for a job, and today was a more promising event than I'm use to. I'm not excited about the work, but the money will be a good motivation for as long as I can stand it. I'll be sure not to post anything stupid on a SNS, like so many others. I swear, technology makes some people very stupid.

That's all, for now!