I had to REPORT someone becuz i'm a virgin.

A few days ago well i was working, i was sexual harassed for being a virgin. I SHIT YOU NOT, SON!

The first day i went to work it was slow. We got there at 3 didn't start working until about 7 - 7:30. Of course over that time there was some talking. 2 ghetto idiots (i know they're ghetto from the hoods they're from) asked my if i was a virgin ,after a few questions just lead to some others. I openly said yes ,because it's nothing to be proud or ashamed of ,and it was like opening a whole new world to them. Within seconds they were asking other personal questions.

1 asked me if i would hit on his bisexual baby's mommy (2 or 3 kids) and showed me a half picture of her. The other was talking about various sexual activity. I won't go any farther then that. That guy has 5 kids. He kept saying things that were basically "You're still a virgin because you live with your mom," and seemed to ignore when i replied "I'm still a virgin ,because i don't want to have sex." Everything i said after "I'm a virgin" was written off as "I don't know what I'm talking about. I'm just doing what my mom says ,because I live with her. I don't have my own options or thoughts ,and I don't know anything about the real world." Why? Because i'm a virgin.

Of course after i reported them where we were working ,they got pissy about about EVERYTHING i said and did ,and i called the temp them to those people, too. They were removed from my space.

Seriously, all the fuss because i'm not (and never have been) in a serious trusting relationship with a person i can trust myself with like that, a slut ,or a person that gives in to what the media wants or what society thinks is "normal".

I can't make it look all bad ,tho. Those 2 were just stupid. Other people were like "That's good. Stay that way. You don't have to let just anyone get close to you like that." A few tend to give they're personal stories ,but that's fine. It's all in the spirit of helping.

Not everyone i run into has a good or bad view about it. Some people don't care, because it's not like that one of the things that makes a person. I get more people with positive ,or negative reactions. It really makes me think about how rare someone like me really is. Maybe it's just around here.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BOMBS!/ Laura Ling and Euna Lee

TODAY... 64 year ago (that's always a redundant thing to me) Japan was hit in Hiroshima and Nagasaki with Atomic bombs... Well, i think was and the other was an H-Bomb. I'm not sure ,but the point is they were hit.

My personal opinion? Well, what we did was extreme ,but not exactly wrong. Japan was tiring to take over the wrong ,and flew THEMSELVES into Pearl Harbor. We reacted over the top ,and really fucked them up for it...BUT we didn't have to worry about anymore of those problems for a while right?

Also, I remember someone saying those bombs had names ,and I think they were Spinach. No one seems to remember what they are ,so they just call the bombs by where they hit.

Moral of the story is: You fuck with America, we will fuck your world ALL THE WAY UP.

Or at least that's how it USE to be. Now it's like we're pussing out of everything. Well, except blaming at the problems Bush started on Obama for not having them fixed his first few months in office. People are being really good about that.

You know what I have to you fuckers? IF YOU CAN DO A BETTER JOB YOU SHOULD'VE RUN FOR PRESIDENT YOURSELF, NOW SHUT THE FUCK UP AND SIT THE FUCK DOWN!

That's the really angry version.

The more meaningful reply is : If you can do better ,just say so. Instead of just being a ranty bitch ,go ahead and say what would be a better idea ,or just what you would do. Keep in mind the fucked up economy you have to work with ,and all the people have to vote of the idea and how they feel about it.

I saw FoxNews yesterday -Bill O'Reily (some of you can just stop reading here)- and they were talking about how Bill was sent over to get the girls. Some fat fuck had the nerve to say he would've sent anyone BUT Bill Clinton to get them. I was thinking "Ok, you would've done everything BUT what would have worked? You basically just said you don't give a shit about the girls ,or their worried families ,scene you wouldn't have done what it would've taken to get them back home. YOU ,fat-white-conservative-REPUBLICAN sir, are worse then any foul name I can think to call you. Words can not express how fuck up that is."

Tl; dr : I hate foreigners that rant about American. You don't know what the fuck you're talking about ,BECAUSE YOU DON'T LIVE HERE.

Bye Bye Maple Story

I uninstalled Maple Story ,and now I'm gonna explain why.

I hardly get on. I haven't played in months ,so now it's just wasting computer space.

The anti-gay going around ,and the banning of words. That's totally bullshit. There are other Korean games to play ,to not that to deal with that.

I saw the tv ads. At first i was fine ,but then i saw the one that POINTED OUT the game is e+10. E+10 games no longer assume me. And if you want a dumbrush of immature ,barely out of diapers, n00bs (or pedos) that's the best way to get them. e+10 games should not be MMO... or at least not advertised on TV.

Good day.

I walked to the hood corner store.

And i saw that guy... THAT gang banger guy that's in all blue with a shirt wrapped around his head like the Taliban. We are our own terrorists.
-_-

I got crazy cores ,and jolly rancher juice!

Also, i got the ice cream truck. I felt so ON THE HUNT! You know how it is. When you have that sound... You stop everything your doing to see if you can hear exactly where it is ,and how close or far it is from you. I POUNCED LIKE A TIGER! A cotton candy icepop as my reward of victory!

Got laid off

My last day was friday.

I wanted to leave anyway ,but it sucks i didn't get to say goodbye to anyone ,or have "last day" thing. I gave 1 person my number ,and i hope to hear from her.

I'm going to the grocry stores ,and look in on a "re-boxing" place. They have a/c ,i think.

ONWARD!

Ok, i'll take the FUCKING art classes

I can't stand it anymore.

I want to be a good artist....

Really, there's not such thing as "a good artist" ,in another person's opinion.

The difference in a "good" and "bad" artist if how they feel about their own work.

I would like to like my own stuff more often.

I get so discouraged because i think my own stuff is crap ,most of the time.

Of course i can't afford "classes" so I'll be photo-reffing, tracing (may as well say it) ,looking at tuts ,and getting how to draw books. Same thing ,really.

Some say photo reffing is fine. I thought tracing all together was "bad" ,but i have yet to see someone get banned for "photo reffing" - even when opening admitting to it.

I would like to do all this offline ,but i'm backed up too far on art stuff already. To make things worse I KEEP DRAWING WHICH ADDS MORE TO THE MESS! I still might go offline ,tho.

*shrugs and sighs*

I'M OFF!

To find my dream girl.

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Before you read below know this: I let the thing with my friend go. I was just mad and being immature. I'll be sexy for my own reasons ,not to get revenge. I don't even really like the person anymore ,so i'm gonna stop communication.

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I'm looking up anime cons i can go to on http://www.animecons.com/

Use that site if you're looking for cons! IT'S AWESOME! It listed events ,and an interactive map! It has a forum ,and blah blah blah!


I didn't know LA had a con ,and it's in Lafayette! I've had an interest to go there ,and now I have a reason. I'll brush up on m French alil before i go! It's in late July ,and I donno if I'm gonna have enough money saved by then ,but if I don't I can wait. Cons go thought the year excluding December. I doubt I'll have enough money in July ,thinking more realistically, but I should have money in November. I should have enough money to go most anywhere by then ,and maybe a costume.

Side note: We have more then just one Con. The last one was in Baton Rouge in May.

I don't have a car ,nor can i drive ,but i'm good at getting gas money! If anyone minds me hitching a ride that's passing through Shreveport ,LA please let me know! I'm not all that excited about having to hop on the Gray Hound.

A shout out to those of JAMPcon, Kakkoi|con ,and Osakacon! It sucks Kakkoi got canceled this year. I hope the same doesn't have to happen to Osaka and JAMP.